Posted on 2013.02.14 at 20:59
Current Mood: complacent
This has been such an enlightening day. Yes, it is just another day, but it is a day to remember someone. Too bad. The results weren't favorable, but they work out just the same.
Posted on 2012.09.06 at 00:01
Current Mood: loved
Sometimes we just need to be awesome to be awesome. No Alpha. No Beta. Just be awesome.
Posted on 2011.11.11 at 23:17
Current Mood: drunk
Who fucking knows, honestly? At least Bishops out here in Bum Fuck County Line remains the same. I keep putting in the request for PBR draft and it seems that it might happen. Don't know when, but Redneck Chic might it make it out here. Also fuck the hipsters that drink PBR only because it is cheap. There are plenty other cheap beer to pick from, but you choose from the best.
Posted on 2011.11.01 at 13:26
Current Mood: amused
I think today has been the 1st day in a few months where I didn't feel really depressed. I didn't dread work.
Also, on a non related issue, I am actually playing a hunter on Warcraft. I need to play Batman and Battlefield 3 though. Plus Modern Warefare and Saints Row is 3 coming soon, but I don't have enough time.
Posted on 2011.02.25 at 00:27
Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: Calvin Harris - I'm Not Alone (Deadmau5 Remix)
Well, my 29th Birthday is next Wednesday. I am not big on number that not divisible by 5, but my parents bring up a point. I am not married. That point I am not too worried about. Better to be single and happy then to be married and through a divorce. I am still single and yes, I have some tail in during the time of the Mark and Ash Era, but nothing really sticked. Ash and I were two different people. This is not really new shit that I am discussing, but all serves a point.
As I have gotten older, I have seen my wanton need for intellectual conversation reach to unimaginative bounds. I love Dia for this. To save time, Dia was a Ph.D student working at Vanderbilt in Microbiology. It is what I wanted in a stimulated conversation about science, but she wanted more. So would I. A warm bed is better than a cold bed. I lived in Huntsville and and she in Nashville. I had a normal 9-5 job with random pick ups that would prevent me during the week from seeing her. Several drunken weeks go by, Izzy decided to try an actually relationship. We dated after Ash and I break up, but I was truly in a What The Fuck To Do With My Life zone. When things got heavy, Izzy left. I don't blame her, I am usually a douche and an asshole. I have grown to accept that. Then I have stab at heavy travel.
To measure a man's psyhe, let them sit in a hotel room for 7 weeks without break. Throw in a wrench in that equation and have them pushing a min of 12 hrs days and 6 days a week. From mid June to mid Oct, I don't really remember much. Most of which was work and the rest will filled with job applications, drinking, and whatever was left, sleep.
Seattle was a great place minus, there was no "technically" bars. And the 3 foot rule when it came to strip clubs. The "rain' was a bit shitty after a while, but when that cloud coverage would open; it would open up to the greatest view anyone would have seen. If I didn't have the house, I would drop my life in Huntsville, Alabama (what there is) and move. When I got the call to come back though, it did put things in perceptive. It put in what is reality.
I did at least have some help some help going through my 2nd tour of Seattle though. I seriously doubt she would she this shit that I am writing though. Probably without her, I would have strung myself up on the 2nd floor balcony outside bar. Since I have return though, I been living life as is it was fleeting and wouldn't care about the end result. I guess that is bad. I guess that is reason why I like Warcraft. When I stop giving a shit was is when I gave the biggest contribution to a bunch of people.
Looking though some of my old drunken, rage posts, I should actually take some therapy courses, but I really don't care. Once you pass the threshold of killing someone, that line become of little consequence. I also find that I have hard time dating anyone who doesn't drink. I always find the true measure of a person who is trashed and the words that they say about me. Maybe that is what scares me the most. Someone, who is truly honest and completely blow me off like last week's paper.
Now, people (minus the fucking spammers) will wonder what the hell does involve my birthday? Well, I am still alive. I would like to see my 30th Birthday and having some motherfucking drinks. I am not jealous man, but I am envious to men that have a long lasting relationship with women. I guess my number hasn't come up yet or I should forget about my numerical calculations and let dice roll. Because that is really what life have become really. A dice roll. I am some drunk that contributes to the mind and not the cause. Fuck it. It is D20 system anyway these days.
Posted on 2011.02.18 at 16:45
I haven't forgotten you. Not much to talk about when the world loves giving me the swift kick to testicles. At least I am slowly getting out of the house, but being a hermit is so much easier.
Posted on 2010.10.05 at 10:38
Posted on 2010.07.04 at 22:12
Current Mood: blank
Well, lets see here. I got 58 days till I get laid off from work. Thanks Nasa and Thanks Obama. I glad that you are helping SpaceX by getting rid of all LOE capability. You rock. I am fairly drunk at the moment. I am at home, but I am away from Seattle and away from 787. 3 weeks and 6 days of constant 787 work is pure torture. How can a company allow this? Down in the South, we never had the luxury of Seattle. We always had someone to answer to. Not these folks.
I got laid off and my literal rival got the promotion. Go Team! I work so god damn hard for my promotion only to potentially lose my position. The only upside of this, I been raking in 3 weeks of overtime (aka 60 plus hours each). That is great, but I have yet to take in atmosphere of Seattle. So far, everyone is an asshole. Everybody drinks too much damn coffee and not enough breakfast. I believe life will balance itself. It always has or that might SoCo talking.
I had to sell my Blizzcon ticket. I wasn't really happy with that. Period.
In this much shit storm that has become my life in the little of an year, I keep coming back to one thing in the back of mind.
I stare up in the stars wanting to explore, but my greatest desire is burn the earth below me.
I think I am losing my mind.
Posted on 2010.03.04 at 13:47
Current Mood: calm
Well, with all of the shit with Boeing and Nasa and Cancellation, I said fuck it and bought a TV. Thanks to Comfy_cozy informing of cheap LCDs, I picked up on Saturday. Original price was $2,700 and I got it work $1,600. Not bad for a 52" 240 Hz TV. I was looking at the Vizio 55" but the Samsung was a much better deal. Well, I got delivered on Monday and fired up Batman: Arkham Ashylum on it and looked great. I took a half day because of the delievery being early in the morning, but I went to work after playing a little into Batman though. Well, I get home to finish out playing and the Xbox died on me with the Red Ring of Death (again).
So, since it has happen again, I am saying fuck it. I now in the market for PS3 since their shit don't break. Only their network. So here my list of games and accessories if someone wants to make me an offer.
Gears of War
Lego Star Wars 1
Lego Star Wars 2
Grand Theft Auto 3
Grand Theft Auto: Vice City
Burnout 2(3?): Takedown
2 360 wireless controllers
Wireless Connection for the 360
I think that is it. I am doing this from pure memory so I think I might have missed a few. O yea, I will do trades if people still check LiveJournal.
Posted on 2010.02.22 at 23:13